tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2326852683207035972023-11-16T00:56:55.784-06:00Just some random thoughts....Where nothing and everything will be written.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.comBlogger109125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-58845824946666033842013-07-21T13:05:00.000-05:002013-07-21T13:05:20.383-05:00Written sometime in 2009:<br />
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<i>The anxiety is slowly killing me.</i></div>
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<i>At least that's what it feels like.</i></div>
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<i>Once again....I'm in this lame ass rut.</i></div>
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<i>Bored with my life.</i></div>
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<i>This is where I find myself the most.</i></div>
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<i>Not exactly sure why.</i></div>
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<i>Lack of human contact I think.</i></div>
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<i>Although I don't care for people that much.</i></div>
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<i>Maybe it's because I'm no longer free.</i></div>
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<i>Trapped in this lame ass life.</i></div>
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<i>I want out.</i></div>
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Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-23991786865551424432013-07-21T12:58:00.000-05:002013-07-21T12:58:47.267-05:00SorryNot sure the exact date I wrote this, (originally on a notebook page) but I believe it was in 2009. I want to throw away the page and post it here.<br />
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<i>I'm sorry I can't be constantly cute, sweet, happy.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for not willing to fuck you like your favorite porn stars.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for having a mind of my own.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for not being the exact body shape you want me to be.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry I'm not pale enough.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for being indecisive.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for being mellow.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for being honest instead of kissing your ass.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry for being cynical at times.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry I didn't turn out what you'd thought I'd be.</i></div>
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<i>I'm sorry but I won't change for you.</i></div>
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<i>Or anyone.</i></div>
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I don't even know why I want to keep this. </div>
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<br />Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-19033489306013243772012-08-04T21:28:00.002-05:002012-08-04T21:28:45.702-05:00That relationship ended way back in Feburary. You were nice but I just couldn't do it. I no longer felt the same. Why do you still feel the same about me even after many months apart? Never meant to hurt you and sorry for the pain that you are going through. Just please get over it already.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-59174041616605684152012-01-28T19:58:00.002-06:002012-01-28T20:18:17.703-06:00ApprehensionI'm no longer looking forward to the week long trip in February. Just want this over with already. Kind of a bitch thing to say and feel.....<br /><br /><center><small><span style="font-style:italic;">Smile and fake it</small></span></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-81931697989324236722011-12-12T21:02:00.002-06:002011-12-12T21:14:43.945-06:00Time for plan B....wait, what's plan B?!Plans to go to school in Mexico fell through. Missed the deadline to pay a fee and now I cannot take the entrance exam. What I want to do now is to apply to as many universities as I can in Wisconsin, hopefully get accepted to the ones I really want and go to school. But the thought of doing all that paperwork again is deterring me. Not just the paperwork....just thinking about what I'm going to do once I graduate. I know it'll be years for that to happen but it still sits on my mind, wondering if I'm wasting my time pursing this degree. I really do want this though so why is there doubt in my head? Am I being logical?Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-29465785990713179612011-05-24T11:50:00.002-05:002011-06-25T15:47:56.909-05:00Rough RideWill I be able to handle this? Too late to ask myself this now that I jumped into the relationship. I don't regret it at all, I really like this guy. Just that it's been 2-3 years since I've dated anyone and the fact that this relationship is a long distance one adds even more pressure.<br /><br /><br /><i><center>*Remember: Just enjoy the moment.</center></i>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-44959188217230459782011-05-16T09:20:00.004-05:002011-05-31T10:16:18.030-05:00Only You by Della Swiss<center><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="200" height="28" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/JlwVYB1eGyI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br />Only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />Only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />I might seem disconnected<br />There maybe some confusion<br />But what you got <br />Is what I like<br />So don't be shy <br />Cause most of all <br /><br />It's only you <br />Only you <br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />Only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />Don't ask why<br />There's no answer<br />And in time<br />We'll get better<br />All of this<br />The game of it<br />So don't be shy <br />Cause most of all<br /><br />It's only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />Only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />It's only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br />Only you<br />Only you<br />Only you <br />Is all I see or do<br /><br /><a href="http://www.reverbnation.com/dellaswiss">Della Swiss Website</a><br /></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-18994833285468109822011-04-25T09:15:00.004-05:002011-05-11T13:09:18.378-05:00That doesn't happen everydaySo recently I've decided to take a 3 day vacation to Utah. Why? Well, I'll be visiting a friend. For the first time. How we met is probably the nerdiest way ever. Ok, not really but it is odd, haha. It was on X-Box Live.<br /><center><span style="font-size:500%;">Nerd</span><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">(Or geek, I never know which term to use.)</span></i></center><br />It's not so bad, people meet online all the time now days. <i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">(Yes, that helps me sleep at night.)</span></i><br /><br />The main reason why I decided to go is because I just wanted to do something spontaneous. My life has always been the same routine, over and over again. Risky? Yes, but I don't really care. I just need to get the hell out of here, even if it's just for a weekend.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-51552984736475483852011-03-27T09:13:00.004-05:002011-03-27T09:23:12.128-05:00AbsolutelySaturday afternoon:<br /><br /><center>"Am I getting laid tomorrow?"<br />*Shakes Magic 8 Ball*</center><center><br /></center><center><br /></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-41848950063817240202011-02-14T11:06:00.002-06:002011-02-14T11:33:15.669-06:00Well, that didn't work out<center><a href=http://www.flickr.com/photos/ying4893/3735111212/><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/Untitled4.jpg></a></center><br /><br />So, I tried to "escape" and not go to Mexico. I feel that I can attend school here, now that I have a new job but apparently that wasn't a bright idea. I am definitely way too old for this shit.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-50864797665370511812011-01-20T10:00:00.000-06:002011-01-20T11:38:00.413-06:00Time to change, hopefully for the betterYES! I got a new job. It's not really that great compared to my previous job but the pay and hours are slightly better.<br /><br /><center><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/new-job-any-better-congratulations-ecard-someecards.jpg" /></center><br /><br />A switch from 2nd shift to 1st shift might irk me at first but eventually, I'll get used to it. <br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Unrelated note: This is my 100th post! According to blogger, I've been here since Feb. 2008<br />Haha, 3 years and finally made it to 100.</span>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-60010458325282227182010-11-21T14:10:00.005-06:002010-11-29T12:00:28.389-06:00I concurDiana: Hey, I got a present for you.<br /><br />Me: What, why? What's the occasion?<br /><br />Diana: It's your going away present.<br /><br />Me: Aww, you didn't have to do that.<br /><br />Diana: I know but I still want to. Just promise me that if you plan on giving it away, give it to someone that will take care of it. Don't sell it in the black market either.<br /><br /><center><a href=http://browse.deviantart.com/photography/?qh=§ion=&q=present#/d1rk09j><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/Christmas_Present_by_Cinaed_the_Gnostic-1.jpg></a></center><br /><br />Me: Oh wow, are you giving me a baby?<br /><br />Diana: Oh, it's way better than a baby. Haha, listen to me, so materialistic.<br /><br /><center><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/xbox_360_black.jpg></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-78582461070174468452010-09-13T13:57:00.000-05:002010-09-13T13:57:00.199-05:00Never FailsThey seem to be constantly appearing in my life. Starting to get a little old. Tired of trying to find ways to get around them or find a new road completely.<br /><center><a href="http://thatiam.deviantart.com/art/it-s-not-easy-to-remember-90734741"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/it__s_not_easy_to_remember_by_thatIam.jpg" /></a></center><br />Love the message that the creator of this photo has given.<br /><blockquote style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:100%;">"It's not easy to remember that a road block is not the end of the world."</span></blockquote> <br /><br />Sometimes it feels like it though.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-16013867057901738522010-09-06T11:31:00.005-05:002010-09-09T11:40:28.865-05:00The Dirty Note(s)About a week ago, I gave an envelope to Alex at work and told him that it was a really dirty note and to not let anyone read it. I was joking, what was really inside the envelope was four dollars that I owed him. Later on that day, he came up to me and jokingly told me that he was disappointed that it didn't turn out to be a dirty note. As he was walking away, I explained loudly (idiot) that it technically was a note...and that it was dirty. Turned my head and noticed that another co-worker was looking at me but I didn't think anything of it because in my head, this was all innocent. It is innocent! I was joking. But she had no idea what I was talking about. She actually thought I wrote a dirty note.<br /><center><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/Untitled1.jpg" /></center><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:x-small;">See? It is a note. And I highly doubt there's a clean dollar bill out there. Well, except for those newly printed ones.</span></div><br /><br />Eventually word got out to another co-worker of mine.<br />Months ago, he told me that he liked me and was wondering if I wanted to be his girl. I told him that I only wanted to be friends. At first I thought he was genuine. But as time passed on, I realized that he's only lusting over me. I'm upset over this dying friendship but I digress.<br /><br />Couple of days later, Melvin came up to me and loudly stated, "I heard something about you! When I heard, I started to laugh and thought no way."<br /><br />Me: Pshh, yeah right. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">(I'm invisible at work, no one notices me so I seriously thought he was lying.)</span><br /><br />Melvin: No for real.<br /><br />Me: Ok, tell me what you heard.<br /><br />Melvin: Is it true? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(His eyes shifted to the side.)</span><br /><br />Me: Is what true? What are you talking about?<br /><br />Melvin: <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(whispering)</span> Follow my eyes. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(eyes shifted to the side again.)</span><br /><br />So I slowly turned my head and saw Alex. Realizing what he was talking about, I started to laugh and shook my head no. <br /><br />Me: I think I know who told you.<br /><br />Melvin: Who?<br /><br />Me: You tell me.<br /><br />Melvin: Call me later.<br /><br /><br />Heh, over this crap? No thanks, not worth the phone call. Besides, it's obvious to me who talked. I was just wondering if anyone else knew about it.<br /><br />Later on that day, Melvin sent me a text. He asked if Alex and I are an item. I replied that we are really good friends. After all of this, seems like Melvin acts differently towards me now. Jealous maybe? I don't know.<br /><br />Gosh, can I pass "dirty notes" in peace? >.>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-85458314201320066712010-09-01T13:52:00.004-05:002010-09-03T11:38:22.089-05:001 out of 3<center>Finally know where I stand in his life.<br /><br />I am one out of three people that he cares about the most.<br /><br />The other two are in his family.<br /><br />This makes me feel <big><i>so</i></big> special.</center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-19422174314064053922010-08-27T13:09:00.002-05:002010-08-27T15:09:29.319-05:00It's good to know that I'm not the only neurotic chick in this world. Sure as hell feels like it though.Obviously, the reason for feeling alone in this hell is because no one really talks about their problems. Most just repress it, hide it and does a very excellent job doing so. I try but at times, my facial expressions and body language tends to give me away.<br /><br /><center><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/edited%20copies/26109_515629393229_82800934_3064993-1.jpg" /></center><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>I look at myself as this pathetic lost soul that seems to be constantly going in wrong, confusing directions with every step I take. Don't know where my life is going. There's no point in making plans. They never seem to turn out the way I want them to. Might as well go with the flow now. That's how life supposed to be, right?Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-59234101309154728822010-08-20T13:27:00.004-05:002010-08-21T13:50:47.491-05:00I've had you so many times<center><i>but somehow I want more.</i><br /><a href="http://soheir.deviantart.com/art/love-song-of-her-heavy-heart-70019766?q=" qo="104"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/love_song_of_her_heavy_heart_by_soheir-1.jpg" /></a><br /><br />This is (probably) destructive for my mental health<br />and should stop but I won't.<br />You're my poison of choice.</center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-34160620248936377782010-07-23T19:00:00.001-05:002010-07-23T19:00:04.766-05:00Alex: Last night, I woke up around 4 am. I rolled over to hold you, thinking you were still lying next to me. In mid-roll, I remembered you left, then landed on my stomach and felt a sharp pain on my side. I laid there laughing at myself.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-3362713360859444132010-07-12T11:53:00.003-05:002010-07-15T12:32:02.505-05:00Would you do it for $1000?Well, if someone is willing to buy it for $1000 or more, consider yourself lucky. Would you ever have someone to cut your hair <span style="font-style: italic;">really</span> short for that amount of money? Do you think it's worth it? <br /><br /><center><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/pixie.png></center><br />Even though I never had a pixie look, it probably won't look right on me. Yet for the right amount of money, I'd cut it in a heartbeat. My hair grows back pretty quickly, so I wouldn't mind the temporary short cut.<br /><br />But there are some women out there that are serious sellers and take really good care of their hair....I honestly think that $1000 is not worth it. Why? Well, I read different postings about their hair care and they cut their hair after 4 years. Even though they don't use many hair products, high end shampoos aren't cheap, plus the vitamins that they take to keep the hair healthy definitely adds up. Like this <a href=http://www.thehairtrader.com/viewlisting.asp?lid=247786>chick</a>. Her hair is effin GORGEOUS. I think that it's worth way more than what she sold it for.<br /><br />I plan on selling my hair, not anytime soon though since I recently got a hair cut. Which will postpone me from doing what I truly want to do with my hair and that's dying it crazy colors.<br /><br /><center><a href=http://geenamat.deviantart.com/gallery/#All-Photographic-Work-2006-2009--9><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/c06113a056615cb267165ed3ea2e4ebc.jpg></a><br /><small>(Not this intense, though it looks lovely on her)</small></center><br /><br />Which makes me wonder what jobs will I (or anyone) be able to get with crazy hairstyles like that?Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-2495179857746557922010-07-05T13:39:00.004-05:002010-07-05T15:38:41.822-05:00There goes my 2 hoursMy friend Lupe invited me to go see a movie with her and a couple of her co-workers. The movie was Twilight: Eclipse. <br /><center>Don't judge me <b>¬¬</b></center><br />I figured that I should go, so I can spend some time with her since we hardly hang out. Plus she already paid for my ticket, which was nice....also meant that I was forced to go. Heh, joking.<br /><br />Yeah, not a Twilight fan....I cringed at most of the lines (can't decide if it's bad acting or bad writing) and so-called action scenes. The only thing that's good is the music. Originally, I liked one song that caught my attention during the movie:<span style="font-style: italic;"> Let's Get Lost </span>by Beck & Bat For Lashes. When I looked up the soundtrack, I noticed that there were a bunch of artists that I enjoy listening to on it. Very surprised to see Cee-Lo Green (from Gnarls Barkley) on that list. <br /><br /><center><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/gb1.jpg" /></center><br /><br />Even though I cannot stand the Twilight franchise, I would recommend checking out this album. Especially if your into indie rock(and/or pop) music.<br /><br />My faves<br /><img style="visibility: hidden; width: 0px; height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNzgzNjIwMzY*ODImcHQ9MTI3ODM2MjA*NjQ3MSZwPTE4MDMxJmQ9Jmc9MSZvPTM*MTE1ZDY2NmQ5ZTRhNGY4OWY2/YmI*Y2EyODE5MDY*.gif" border="0" width="0" height="0" /><center><p style="visibility: visible;"><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" data="http://assets.mixpod.com/swf/mp3/mixpod.swf" style="width: 410px; height: 311px;" width="410" height="311"><param name="movie" value="http://assets.mixpod.com/swf/mp3/mixpod.swf"><param name="quality" value="high"><param name="scale" value="noscale"><param name="salign" value="TL"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><param name="flashvars" value="myid=59583614&path=2010/07/05&mycolor=CBDE5D&mycolor2=66DE5D&mycolor3=3FC48D&autoplay=false&rand=0&f=4&vol=100&pat=0&grad=false"></object><br /><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/59583614"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/btn-get-tracks.gif" alt="Music" title="Get Music Tracks!" border="0" /></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/btn-create.gif" alt="Playlist" title="Create Your Free Playlist!" border="0" /></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/ringtones/59583614"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/btn-get-ringtones.gif" alt="Ringtones" title="Get Ringtones From This Playlist!" border="0" /></a><br />Create a <a href="http://mixpod.com/">MySpace Playlist</a> at <a href="http://mixpod.com/">MixPod.com</a></p></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-50859177966326298622010-06-21T10:39:00.002-05:002010-06-21T11:18:30.319-05:00Summer is Finally Here!Too bad I'm sick, boo! Actually, I'm getting over a cold...still there, lingering. Hopefully it'll go away by this weekend. Not only because of the awesome Greek Festival that's going to happen<br /><br /><center><a href="http://news.racinepost.com/2009/06/greek-fest-opa.html"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/greekfest1.jpg" /></a></center><br /><center><small>(There's nothing Greek about this, I just love that guys expression.)</small></center><br />but because it's also my b-day weekend. I haven't gone to the Greek Fest in years so I plan on going this time, sick or not. If you're curious about what goes on, click on the photo and it'll take you to an article that'll tell you the gist of the festivities.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-82441107713282980612010-06-10T09:49:00.002-05:002010-06-10T10:59:54.675-05:00Holy Shit Son!Turns out I won't be going to school in Chicago. The college is way too expensive. So I'll be going to a university in Mexico. Hopefully. I'm really scared about this whole situation. Completely different enviroment, language, people, everything! How did I get to this point? Well, my parents got approved for a parent loan but didn't really want to sign the deal. The repayment is way too much for ten years and that's just for one year of schooling in Chicago. So they suggested that I should consider Mexico as an option since some schools down there are cheap (supposedly). So now I have to do all the damn paperwork all over again, and the deadline is pretty freakin close.<br /><center><a href="http://caeszha.deviantart.com/art/deadline-165900285?q=boost%3Apopular+in%3Aphotography+deadline&qo=54"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/deadline_by_caeszha.jpg" /></a></center> <br /><br />I think that I'll be moving sometime in July. Feeling homesick at random times and I haven't left yet, lol. It's funny because for a very long time, I wanted to leave far away from this home, this city (and I still do) but not to a different country.<br /><center><a href="http://junkboxluv.deviantart.com/art/Elope-60199436?q=boost%3Apopular+in%3Aphotography+luggage&qo=73"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/Elope_by_junkboxluv.jpg" /></a></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-26486924402665340412010-05-16T10:00:00.003-05:002010-05-16T10:09:54.173-05:00First TimeI saw a gay couple for the first time on Friday. It's weird but I felt their energy just by walking past them on a crowded sidewalk.<br /><br /><center><img src=http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/gay2.jpg></center><br /><br />They were cute, holding each other walking along and talking. Made me smile and a little jealous. I want to experience what they have. Love.Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-67544183133793968042010-05-13T11:11:00.002-05:002010-05-13T11:37:21.034-05:00Meeting<center>I had a dream that I met you for the first time.<br /><a href="http://twilight0memories.deviantart.com/art/Friends-117096606"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv336/nevalon/Friends_by_twilight0Memories.jpg" /></a><br /><span style="font-style:italic;font-size:78%;">(Not us, obviously =P)</span><br /><br />He didn't look like you....and even then while dreaming, I knew this but went along with it anyway.<br /></center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-232685268320703597.post-39772333944090630482010-02-24T12:31:00.003-06:002010-02-24T12:41:06.017-06:00I don't know how anyone does itI'm talking about blogging. Ok, well, blogging isn't really the hard part. The time management part is. Blogging is unbelievably time consuming....I had to take a break from it for a while because I have daily responsibilities to take care of. Seriously, I can sit here and read blogs for HOURS. Plus I'm a procrastinator so it doesn't help me with my time management.<br /><br /><center>Crazy, crazy, crazy....</center>Randomizationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13658523294114311470noreply@blogger.com3