Holy Shit Son!

Turns out I won't be going to school in Chicago. The college is way too expensive. So I'll be going to a university in Mexico. Hopefully. I'm really scared about this whole situation. Completely different enviroment, language, people, everything! How did I get to this point? Well, my parents got approved for a parent loan but didn't really want to sign the deal. The repayment is way too much for ten years and that's just for one year of schooling in Chicago. So they suggested that I should consider Mexico as an option since some schools down there are cheap (supposedly). So now I have to do all the damn paperwork all over again, and the deadline is pretty freakin close.

I think that I'll be moving sometime in July. Feeling homesick at random times and I haven't left yet, lol. It's funny because for a very long time, I wanted to leave far away from this home, this city (and I still do) but not to a different country.