I've had you so many times

but somehow I want more.


This is (probably) destructive for my mental health
and should stop but I won't.
You're my poison of choice.

Sucking the life out of it

That's what I tend to do when I'm obsessed with a song. Yeah, I'm one of those terrible, annoying people that repeat the same song over and over again. But I only do it when I'm alone. Because I know how annoying it gets when someone else does it with a song that I'm not fond of. I hate it when I do it though, because soon that same song won't have that affect on me that it once had. I'll have to find a new song to get "high" off of.

Also, I see my self becoming one of those new generation folks that just listen to one song from a band and that's it. Don't even give the album a chance. The iPod generation...is that what they're called? I don't know. I really don't want to become that but I haven't really liked any new bands/singers that are coming out. Just the one song that made them famous, one hit wonders. Or at least they are one hit wonders to me, since I usually don't like anything else they have to offer. It's rare for me to say that I have favorite artists because I might like one album and not be fond of the next one that they come out with. Music is becoming like the food that most of us eat, they process the hell out of it.