Friday May 9, 2008
Him: What's up good looking? :)
Me: Chillin. You?
Him: Oh nothing just thinking about you.
Me: Oh really?
Him: Yes really. Is that a bad thing?
Me: Not at all. Are you serious about what you told me earlier?
Him: Yes. Why wouldn't I be?
Me: I can never tell when you're serious or not.
Him: I'll find out and let you know. But in the mean time...
Me: Ok, let me know as soon as you find out.
Him: Oh that's it? You're done talking to me now?
Me: No. Don't be sad.
Him: Sad and lonely.
Me: Why is someone like you sad and lonely?
Him: Sick of dealing with crazy girls.
Me: You're probably looking in the wrong places.
Him: Guess so huh? I'm never in the right place then.
Me: I wouldn't worry if I were you.
Him: Why not worry?
Me: Because you have so much to offer. If a girl can't see that, then she is not worth your time.
Him: You think so? These days I don't know.
Has things gotten better for you?
Me: Not really. I'm friends with the guy I like but I'm not satisfied.
Him: Why not?
Me: Because I want to be more than that.
Him: Does he know you like him?
Me: I don't even know why I like him. He said something to me that made me upset.
Him: Was the comment directed towards you?
Me: Yes, the comment was for me. And no he doesn't know that I like him.
Him: Why not? Do you think that it will ruin your friendship?
Me: I don't want to risk it.
Him: So what do you do?
Me: I don't know.
Him: I have an idea?
Me: What's that?
Him: Lets just run away together.
Me: Sound like a good idea.
Him: For real.
Me: Where would we go?
Him: Out of Racine!
Me: Yeah, anywhere is better than Racine.
Him: You know what I see in you? What type of person you are?
Me: What do you see?
Him: Just so you know, I see you blushing right now :)
Me: Yeah, I am actually.
Him: You're the type of person who gives her all. Who loves to be held and comforted. Who would do whatever it took to keep her man happy. Am I right?
Me: Yeah, you're right. How did you figure that? But I don't think that its a good thing. Guys think that I'm smothering them.
Him: I studied you. I'm your stalker. Did you forget? I don't think its smothering. It's affection, some guys like that.
....What are you doing?
Me: Listening to music. You?
Him: Still thinking about you...
I still don't get it. Why would he "fool" me? I already knew about him and he didn't have a clue that I knew, yet he was still able to have an affect on me. I hate to admit that but it's true. Plus, I'm not his type at all, which is why I keep asking myself, why me? Maybe it's just plain ego. But I'm not satisfied with that answer. I guess I'll never find out the reason.
As time passes on, the less I care.
