Monday, June 1, 2009

What am I getting myself into?

I feel guilty, wrong. Like I shouldn't be doing this and I know better than to behave this way. So why am I doing this? Every time I'm attracted to some guy, I just throw my morals out the window. But are they my morals or society's?

Damn this friends with benefits relationship. It's fun but why do I feel so damn guilty about it? I don't want anything more, I'd prefer to stay single actually. I just hope that neither one of us gets hurt during this relationship, phase, or whatever.