Friday, August 27, 2010

It's good to know that I'm not the only neurotic chick in this world. Sure as hell feels like it though.

Obviously, the reason for feeling alone in this hell is because no one really talks about their problems. Most just repress it, hide it and does a very excellent job doing so. I try but at times, my facial expressions and body language tends to give me away.

I look at myself as this pathetic lost soul that seems to be constantly going in wrong, confusing directions with every step I take. Don't know where my life is going. There's no point in making plans. They never seem to turn out the way I want them to. Might as well go with the flow now. That's how life supposed to be, right?

Friday, August 20, 2010

I've had you so many times

but somehow I want more.

This is (probably) destructive for my mental health
and should stop but I won't.
You're my poison of choice.