I forgot her birthday

It was yesterday...I can still wish her a belated birthday but should I? I mean, we don't really talk to each other anymore. It's mostly my fault since I'm horrible at keeping in touch. I've lost many friends that way and continue to do so. Why do I have to be so stubborn over insignificant crap like this? I don't know, I'm just dumb.
Hehe...I decided I'm going to text her.

Been doing lots of writing

Just not on here :P
Yeah, it's weird because I've never really write a lot. Before, I'd force my self to sit and write something onto a page and it was usually bland and boring. I just didn't want people to get into my head so I don't write any details what so ever. Now, I just let loose and write every single thought that comes into my head, even if it's not important, like having the sudden urge to use the bathroom. Even though they seem like meaningless scribbles on a page, I read through it and get inspired to write a song. Yep, I'm a songwriter....not a good one and only write the lyrics but hey, I enjoy doing it. The only problem though is that I tend to get writer's block after just a few lines. Then I start a new song and it happens again. I've managed to complete a song, but I still think it has to go through a lot of editing still. Haha! My problem is that I expect the songs to just flow out of my head and onto the paper without editing. I'll try to just let go and do the editing after it's finished instead of during the writing process.
This is all new to me :)