Little paperwork is always a good thing

Yeah, not as bad as what I originally thought.

Now I know what to do and what to expect. Makes life a little easier.

Heartbroken

The deadline to get a refund on my enrollment deposit is Dec 1st. I've decided to withdrawal from attending school this semester and try again for Fall semester. Sucks that I couldn't find a student loan in time since financial aid backed out at the last minute. Probably have to go through the college application process again.

Plan on drowning my sorrows tonight.

Keep your head up

Things will eventually work out.



Thank you for talking to me, bro.
Calmed me down just a bit =P

Is it worth it?

To spend time with someone you like, but don't picture a future with him? Is that the purpose of our lives? Find a companion to spend the rest of your life with? Sounds pretty lame if you ask me. Yet that's how our society seems to work and if you think differently, you become an outcast.

But I prefer to live in the moment, so is it wrong? I'm not using him, I do like him. The situation we're in is already odd. Neither of us truly want a relationship but I see myself pushing for one. Just so that I won't be in another FWB type of relationship again. Though we've done nothing....yet, just kissing but it just might get heavier. And I don't like to share. Maybe I should just wait longer.

Times running out

I can't find a co-signer with good credit. It's already hard enough to ask someone to be one for you. It's like asking them to take a bullet for you, in a way. Seems like I'm the only responsible one that pays on time. I don't play when it comes to money. I will be a hermit for a while, grow hair on my legs, or whatever, before I miss a payment.
I can't just let it go. All the stress and the time to fill out the college applications....writing essays. It feels like I've been waiting so long for this and this crap comes out of nowhere. A friend said that I should put school off for a year.
No. I have to fight for this, even if it doesn't turn out the way I hope it will.

Not sure why

But I LOVE this outfit.

If I could, I would buy it and rock it out.

....but where would one wear this?

Honestly, when I first saw this, I thought, "What was she thinking?" Actually, that thought pops up for every outfit that she wears. Now that I think about it, I like the outfit because it kinda reminds me of a jester. Jesters are pretty awesome. Out of all the randomness that she wears, this is my favorite.

Well....that sucks

Just received a letter stating that my financial aid is dramatically reduced. Instead of the aid paying the tuition in full, it will only pay several thousands. Which is not even half of the total cost. Now begins the struggle to find loans elsewhere.