My room is kicking my ass!

Just trying to get organized seems to make me even more unorganized. And being a pack rat does not help at all! I know that it'll happen though. Slowly....very slowly but surely.
I just hope that it won't be all for nothing. My ceiling might cave in again this winter. I see mold forming there from the rain. I'm really tired of going through the same shit every year.

Back To School!!

Yep, I'm going back to school tomorrow and I'm actually kinda excited about going back.  Maybe because I'm only taking one class this semester and its once a week.  I would have taken two classes this semester, thats all I need left to graduate and get my degree but no.  I had to make one little mistake and get into a car accident and since I don't have insurance, I have to pay out of my pocket.  Sucks but life happens when you make plans.  That quote is from John Lennon I believe.  Not exactly the way I worded it but the point is there.

Now that I think about it, I just might be bored out of my mind in that class.  Its pretty much a computer class teaching basic skills.  I'm not an expert on these machines but I know enough to get by and I think thats what the class is about.  And the book for the class is $100, which is pricey for me.  Plus other materials that are needed for that class, not sure what they are until I get there.

Haha, I failed!

Some people probably do this, setting goals for the summer.  I only had one.  ONE goal and I did not complete that.  Pretty pathetic but thats what I get for procrastinating constantly.  That one goal is to clean my room.  Yeah, I've been a complete mess this year due to slight depression.
Well, technically summer isn't over yet so I still have a chance in completing my goal :P
Summer ends I believe in September 21?  Somewhere around that date.  I have to clean out my drawers and that is a huge task.  I never want to throw anything away which is another reason why it's kinda difficult for me to actually finish my room.  There is a pile of papers that I have to sort through to see if I need them or not.  I did clean my closet!  So the summer didn't go to waste as I thought :)

Resisting temptation.....

The other day, I was running a little late to work. As I was walking out of my door, I was greeted by two nice Jehovah Witnesses. Made small talk and they gave me this book I believe is for teens or young adults. Anyways, I decided to read some of it today. Some of the subjects include parents, loneliness, drugs and alcohol, and sex. I went straight to the sex section to see what they had to say about premarital sex. Well, of course the book said that it's bad and shouldn't be done. I actually did learn something new though, but it doesn't have to do with premarital sex. Masturbation was never mentioned in the bible so I guess its not really a sin, but still looked down upon. That's good news for all of the males on this planet, huh? lol.
Just reading about their opinions on premarital sex kinda made me have the urge to go out and do it, lol. I guess its just the rebellious side of me coming out for a little moment when I read that. Of course, I didn't go out and have sex since I'm not in a relationship right now. Even though there are people out there that do that, I am not one of them, I care about my health. I lost my virginity when I was 19. Still to this day, I truly wished that I hadn't lost it. I envy a friend of mine who is 22 and is still a virgin. That is so rare and precious to find now days.

Kinda new to this whole blogging thing...

Don't really know why I've decided to do it, but I'm doing it.  Although I'd never share anything with people I know and trust in my life, I'm willing to post it all on here.  Its kinda funny because I do have a journal that I write in from time to time.  Maybe its because I want to be heard, yet being secretive at the same time.  Or maybe just to find people out there that I can relate to and vice versa.  If anyone will ever find this blog and read my posts, lol.  Probably be talking to myself most of the time, lol.  I might even slack and not post anything for weeks.  I don't know, I'll see how this goes.